A Miracle!!!

I seriously need it!! My exam is in less than 36 hours... and I have a whole lot of things to cover. I honestly need a miracle. Maybe a whiz who can shapeshift into me and do the test perfectly. I don't know, I don't even feel like learning..Aiyoh, what to do now???

What A Hypocrite!!!

I know it is not right trash people behind their back, or trash at all...but some hypocrites just beg for this types of treatment. Let me go into the details, I happen to know a bunch of disgusting hypocrites who talk very much about relationship or the right things to do. Hearing them talk makes you believe that they are people with some sense of ethics. But their actions are simply out of selfishness. They trash people not realising that they have a worse attitude. I wonder how can they sleep every night not feeling any sense of guilt. I totally believe that you don't need to be a saviour of mankind, but try not to betray those who have placed their trust in you. I just wish I could tell them that right to their face, but sadly I can't. I have to give them face because they are close to a person who is very important to me. I know that I cannot expect perfection (I understand that more than anyone else...since I am so flawed myself) but a little honesty or integrity in a relationship is not much to ask.

I Can't Wait

June 11 - my exams end on this day. I swear I might even consider selling my soul to the devil if he could just let time past really fast!!! All these ABC, costing, target pricing, consolidated accounts are making me blurer than ever!!! The more I write about it, the more I feel 'bengang'.
Whateverlah!!! I probably will not blog till this exam ends...:(

Finally....

After the Public Speaking Finals...someone actually messaged asking me to write about myself. Well she said it was to test my writing style and to assess whether I am suitable to write in stuffs@school. well of course I did a last minute essay and I received no reply for a very long time. So, I concluded that I was not suitable. Then to my utmost surprise, I got an email from the the star lady (I think she is the sub editor or maybe the editor), and she told me that she liked my essay...GOD I was quite happy since I thought it was quite dramatic!! Then she assigned me a topic...Would you rather pursue a qualification that gives a secure future or your heart's desire...(that was the topic I proposed...something close to heart). So now I got to do a piece on it...well I think I better go and learn up my taxation (Exams are in a week)!!! Sree, Mei Yi and Puva are also selected ....

Go to sssleeepp....

I am dead tired!! Six hour of paper 10 is seriously not pleasant at all!! It is a mystery Ms Goh can actually talk and write at a seriously consistent speed...I gave up following!!!


BEDBEDBEDBED........

I Now Appreciate...

A solemn day for me. TJ (my senior) collected my phone from the shop. The technician pronounced it DEAD - 'irrecoverable'. This particular disaster took place last week when my phone got wet and I could not switch it on. I thought the battery was dead and decided to charged it...and there it went (Short Circuit)!! My phone was burned!!

I am not much of a phone person. My livelihood does not depend on this little gadget, Boy...was I wrong. Today my dad wanted to contact me to ask me to go home and not wait for him and of course he could not call me...So I waited for him for 3 hours!!! I really miss the convinience of a mobile phone. Seeing my phone in a very bad condition, I felt really sad. It was my phone after all.

So...A Tribute for My Phone (an inanimate object...i know!)

I know that I never cared for you much...you were merely a luxury (or so I thought). But when you are no more around, I miss you. In the back of my mind, I wish I could here you ring once again, receive one more message...just one more. I guess it is true that one never appreciates things when it's available.

Burial of Compassion and Humanity....

I was eating Pizza when I changed the channel to CNN. What I saw was so devastating that I stopped eating. The effects of cyclone Nargis left the already oppressed people of Myanmar in a worst situation. Homeless, starvation, diseases, losing their loved one and worst of all a government who does not care. It is utterly disgusting that their military ruler still block away the international aids pouring in, allowing only little help. Reports also show that help given to the people are being used by the Myanmar soldiers themselves. Dead bodies are left rotting without proper burial. Sadness apart, i felt angry that these so called leaders have buried all sense of compassion, humanity and morality for their own selfish agenda. Let's just hope the cyclone Nargis victims will hang on to some flick of hope and come through. We on the other hand can only pray for them.

My First Post...on a NOT so good week!!!

well, my first post on a seriously horrible week. I have got less than 17 days to my exams (I am NOT prepared) at all!!! GOD has to help me!! Apart from that, I am in a dilemma whether I have made the right choice in life. I don't want to be an auditor or an accountant (I wonder why am I doing ACCA)...but i really enjoy my course. i want to work in a job which deals human element- financial planning perhaps. But, I wish I could do something related to politics or journalism...or perhaps a professional public speaker, that thought snaked it's way through after the Star's Public Speaking Finals. All this is really confusing...but none is gonna help me score in my papers in June!!!